LOST... If found please return to ... me

I felt you slipping away slowly and then you were gone at 25. I wear blue as women should and avoid onions at all costs but you still have not returned. Where did you go and when are you coming back? Do I need to find you or wait for you? I wonder this, many sleepless nights and days I feel the pressure in my head. Please say someday you will.... return to me.